Eternal..

In simplicity of Want.
for the want of Livin..
in Living this life an standing up to it..
and Standing up to Love.

from wut means my name
to a person outdated i became
yet, wut i care is abt you
beyond time, this..
is wut I'll always do.

My Love was neither abt sayings great
nor steered by the choices made
I believe in my efforts to turn fate
this, my stance, wud never fade.

Whatever Life my Dream Shows
never be touched by remorse
for not seein dem happen.
an Utopia of hope, Lived and built.
now a broken dream..
.. of helplessness an Guilt.

Neither can i drown in booze
nor bein high can i numb my pain
my deed is not for me to choose
to give you all i can.
.. in wut has of me remain


My Love,
is not in minutes,hours or time bent
but in the moments spent
aint in the passing seasons four
but in to beyond from before
not in the females lookin so fine
but in the heart o woman who is mine
the distance that makes us far or close
the memories few, i live in those
i can be only so much. so much i can take
the nightmare I've been to you
from that i wud never awake.