Arrivederci My Love

I'm Out of thoughts to think
I'm Out of thinz to do..
Thru this Pain so Excrutiating.
I cant Fight for You

I've Loved You all my Heart
I've always stood my part..
in the worst of the times..
in this Lonely struggle..
you tore my Heart apart

In Booze i find my Zen
I wudnt want you involved in
Thru these moments and ties weak
I ask you to find wut you seek
to find your smile i want you to
cuz its with me no more..
But remember our moments sweet
of You this, i Implore.
Arrivederci. My Love.

Turn me Mortal..

For all the fascination i've seen
for the passion that i've felt within
its not jus the taste of blood
but the passion that i feel for Red

it ignites all that in me called Rage
trapped inside this flesh a cage
i seek the neck, to my teeth i feel
cold and a mimic of the silken steel

need of the moment in me
the animal inside i want you to see
for this is a moment split
you shud run before you're bit

the Lips so scarlet, they shiver
mane of your hair flow like a River
the eyes so piercing, at me they stare
the face of an angel, not a hint of scare
oh woman trust me you must not
for a moster inside i am
your skin so pure
an heart o gold
of this i am so sure
my curse you will unfold

set me free
an i promise thee
a life of a mortal will i spend
in your arms
and in your Love
my sin and deed so dire i shall end

Love me
my Angel ..
for my Blood so cold
an heart so dead
of Life and Love
... i need to be told

Its you,i want to be my Start
from you i'd die bein apart
its you who wud, my life, Define
its you .. i want to be Mine

Kiss me and make me a mortal
rid me of this inner beast..
give my body a soul, a key
Livin this Life i'd consider eternity
for i Love thee.
My Woman.
its jus you..
..who Makes me Human.

Eternal..

In simplicity of Want.
for the want of Livin..
in Living this life an standing up to it..
and Standing up to Love.

from wut means my name
to a person outdated i became
yet, wut i care is abt you
beyond time, this..
is wut I'll always do.

My Love was neither abt sayings great
nor steered by the choices made
I believe in my efforts to turn fate
this, my stance, wud never fade.

Whatever Life my Dream Shows
never be touched by remorse
for not seein dem happen.
an Utopia of hope, Lived and built.
now a broken dream..
.. of helplessness an Guilt.

Neither can i drown in booze
nor bein high can i numb my pain
my deed is not for me to choose
to give you all i can.
.. in wut has of me remain


My Love,
is not in minutes,hours or time bent
but in the moments spent
aint in the passing seasons four
but in to beyond from before
not in the females lookin so fine
but in the heart o woman who is mine
the distance that makes us far or close
the memories few, i live in those
i can be only so much. so much i can take
the nightmare I've been to you
from that i wud never awake.